never been kiss.

im still in office now when my other friends r going home. u know waiting someone make me remembered something that i have forgot for a long time. since when im in kindergarden i always be linking with a girl. i dont know why but this phenomenon actually stop when i was 18 years old. its happen when im in matrix college n i stop to searching the special one. altought i never had one but when i was in high school im still search for it. im never been date n when i saw a beautiful girl i also always saw their ugliest side. i dont know but my friend had said to me that no one is perfect. i realise that but im still doing the same thing whenever i saw a girl. when im in uni i keep pushing myself to keep blind whenever im with a girl but my eyes still wide open searching the ugliest side for that girl. maybe its a fate that i never found a right girl(or in my case woman) or maybe its a curse to me bcos i never saw the kindnest of a girl n keep telling to myself that the girl is bad. i hope in the future i will accept that nobody is perfect n will always love the good and the bad side of someone.